tiring*

life is super hectic now. basically, it means - no life. i have co practices almost everyday. and practice ended at 930pm yesterday. i have alot to catch up on for my studies. i owe my maths teacher sigma assignment, i have only done half of my mathematical induction tutorial when my class has finished going thru the tutorial and guess wad? they have already started on trigo. this is very bad. everyday's a routine - go to school, go for lessons, go for co prac, go home, take one look at my tutorials and doze off. haha. it seems like i haven completed much hmwk for the past week.but it's kinda heartening to know that sinyee goes thru the same thing as me everyday. haha. everyday, once i board the bus, i will say, (in an anxious tone) "sinyeeee!! u know what? i didnt do any hmwk yesterday cos i dozed off! " and she'll reply, "me too!! i set the alarm clock at 3am, turned it on to its fullest volume but i still continued sleeping! " hahaha. i really think the school is out to kill us. but i guess we'll soon get used to it. hopefully things will be much much MUCH better after syf. yupps.

lastly, AJCO and SACO jiayou~! AJCO, let's work for the Gold and the Honours =D and oh btw, i love RVCO! =D

and oh wait, some people just sark. =D

i will not get cheated by my feelings and make the same mistake again.

smile no matter what :)

we didnt make it..

but that doesn't determine our strength.

rvco, rawk on. :)

those feelings, they are back again.

snorts*

it's been some time since i've last blogged.it's almost impossible for me to come online on weekdays nowadays.bleah.life is tiring for now.there's so much unfinished work left to do, especially since there is so much to catch up on, for the first three months stuff.other than that, co practices end at 830pm on thursdays and fridays.and on saturdays, i have co practice in the morning, cell group in the afternoon and service till 8 at night.so i am almost left with only sunday to get extra sleep and to do my work.

life has been..ok.though i really hate the times when i hesitate to regard myself as a student in ajc.many times i wished and almost introduced myself as "liane from sa".it's not that i am not over it.i've been over it long ago, especially when i need to put my heart to my studies and stuff.and with work, cca and church that's revolving around me now, i've long forgotten..but i guess it's just something at the back of my mind. *shrugs*

though there were times of lost and regret, i've learnt something very important-to trust in God's plan for me. :) cos with Him, nothing is impossible.

and the most important thing that's gonna happen this week-rvco syf! jiayou peeps.nothing less than a Gold with Honours. :)

changes.

okok.haven been using the comp for a long time (ok, maybe just for a few days.) cos my comp turned cranky one of the last few days. but the main reason is also because i've been very tired. boooo. hmm, still coping well i guess, in aj. just that i am not really coping with the time i have to get up every morning. haha, which explains why i was late on the first two official days of school. it's really bad, you know. imagine waking up at 620am for the past four years and having to wake up at 530am every morning now, just because the school is located at yio chu kang. baaad. i thought my first three months was bad enough when i had to wake up at 550am to go sa. but..it's 20 mins earlier now! and 20 mins is alooot you know. and the journeys to school in the mornings are always taking forever. and coupled with the fact that i don't know what to do during the 45mins looong journey, i can just conclude that the morning journeys to school are bad bad bad. i tried reading my book for the past few days but the words always floated and i felt like sleeping. BUT i can never sleep on public transportations, for fear that i might miss my stop. THEREFORE, most of the time, i'll be stoning. and that is such a waste of my precious timeee.

apart from that, i am glad that the lectures in aj are better. ok, it should be anyway, since it's supposed to be a mugger school. and the durations for the lectures are more suited for my short attention span. the teachers are rather weird though. many of them crack weird jokes at weird times. haha. i am also very glad that i've gotten into a class with three other rvians. all because of our common love for..CHINESE! haha. tomorrow our class is gonna get our uniform. booo. makes me think of sa again.

time and again, those times in sa float by.but i have been trying my best not to think.and i guess it helped.i guess i cant continue mulling over the fact of not staying already.i have 6 phy tutorials, 7 math tutorials and 2 chem tutorials (more to come tomorrow.) to catch up on.there will be cca tomorrow.i'll probably be back home at ten again.